A year ago seems further than I can imagine. So much has changed. Now I am in a new universe, new stars above, new tides pulling. I am adrift. I really am. bedrock, storms crashing upon. Water, relentless, finding every flaw and hidden secret. My wee island, my flying, my albatross turning into blinding sun. That I can turn and find a safe place to fall to, I cannot. Safe harbour, a flicker beyond my sight.
The person I have been
I have no idea
This boat sails far from any shore
I wish I could say I am climbing out
It would appear my journey goes elsewhere first.
But I travel still.
To the Eiger.
I will switch on forces.
Forget myself, fill myself with love, let steady force flow, give with my body, give with my heart.
Maybe believe in magic again.
Magic for me..
I know I deserve it...